Inn to feel this way ?
I have friends who would seem smarter then me and always finish there work quicker then I do. Im just narcistic and want to be the best and then the reality hits me and it makes me so pissed. I'd have thoughts of "why are you so fucking smart?" I should kill him in this way so I can have a chance. " . Now mind you these are my friends that I see and socialize with everyday. I just find it unfair they would finish quicker and pass while I take my time and fail even after I study.