Inaccessible beautiful women on the bus.
Being a young guy going to college i often always look at ways to broaden my horizons and expand the overall scope of my life. Taking the bus home from work one day i see people of all classes, ages and looks. It seems as though each time i get on to take my trip home sitting across from me or near me is a stunning and beautiful woman beaming with beauty generally around my age. Its agonizing! sitting there looking at the perfectly chiseled features of one i wish could be mine knowing there is nothing i can do to bring her into my world. All i can do is sit there and daydream about something that i know can't and will not happen because my mind is unable to process an idea to somehow get this woman to engage with me socially. I mean what i supposed to do? ask her out in a crowded bus, risking embarrassment in front of dozens of people and make the ladder half of my ride awkward for all of us? its painful, day in and day out the same routine, the same dreams and the same disappointment of doing absolutely nothing. It seems as though i can do anything but this, i'm able to do many things, many productive and successful things, but this i fail at always and its weakening me! Its draining my confidence draining my energy and each night when i lay in bed i wish i had the processing power to be able think of a solution to access the inaccessible women beyond the warmth of my home, but day after day i fail to. is it normal that this bothers me so much? solutions?