In that am 30 virgin and just imagine serving her
Am 30 year old man...i have stopped worrying about the fact that i have never loved, was loved, kissed and all that stuff. But i have got a purely sexual invitation from a work collogue. She is not particulary the kind of girl I am normally attracted to but it might be my only chance to at least see a woman that way.
The problem is now that am a pure server only. In my head i get the most pleasure if am serving her and her only. Worse yet am not sure if i wanna have sex but just please her with any kind of foreplay she enjoys and orders. I dont want to be served at all.
Am i mentally normal? What would a girl say to 'i will lick and turn u on but no sex nor u doing it to me?'