Im terrified

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I know its retarded to post this on here but I have no one else to vent on.
Every day I feel a constant feeling of terror. It feels like I'm going to get my throat torn out by a pitbull or my intestines eaten alive out of me. If I have to talk to someone I don't know I start shaking sometimes. Its like anxiety but worse. I hide under my bed a lot so my parents wont see me and in public I practically run everywhere I go. I know its good to be fearful so I don't get hurt but its painful. Sometimes when people have hugged me I even get scared then and bite them. I want to stay scared so I wont get attacked, but not this bad. I feel like I'm going to piss myself if someone even yells my name. Pleas help :(

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  • SammyStarts
    6 years ago

    Maybe it's severe paranoia? You should see a theripist. If you have a hard time asking your parents it's easier to write a note. I'm sorry that's my only advice.

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  • onaplane
    6 years ago

    That sounds like severe anxiety, but I'm not a doctor so I can't diagnose you with anything. You should talk to someone about it before it gets worse

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  • FILTHYPAKI
    6 years ago

    is for be very very upsets

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  • Ellenna
    6 years ago

    First of all, it's not "retarded" to ask for help here, but it won't be of much help because you need professional help to deal with your very severe anxiety.

    If you can't talk to your parents can you find a sensible trustworthy adult you can talk to? School counsellor maybe? You really need to do something as soon as possible: this isn't going to go away by itself. You sound young: you deserve a life free of fear and anxiety.

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    • [Old Memory]
      6 years ago

      I’m trying.

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  • RoseIsabella
    6 years ago

    WTF! It's not normal to bite people who hug you. If you go around biting other people just for giving you a hug then you deserve to have something bad happen!

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    • Ellenna
      6 years ago

      Hey, can't you see OP is in a lot of pain emotionally? That wasn't kind

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    • onaplane
      6 years ago

      Nobody deserves something bad happening to them.

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    • [Old Memory]
      6 years ago

      Bad things already have happened. I think that’s why I bite them probably. When I don’t bite is when things have happened.

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      • RoseIsabella
        6 years ago

        If anyone bites me for any reason they're gonna be sorry.

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        • [Old Memory]
          6 years ago

          You obviously have never been scared. Good for you. But I’m not you.

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          • RoseIsabella
            6 years ago

            I've been scared plenty of times in my life, I've been so scared that I crapped my pants, but I've NEVER bitten anyone! If someone ever bites me I will do my best to knock some teeth out, while I'm punching that person in the face in self defense!

            If you bite someone you might as well ask them to punch you in the mouth.

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            • Ellenna
              6 years ago

              Your posts on this question are getting nastier and nastier: don't you realise that to OP you must seem to be making threats? OP is obviously suffering from very severe anxiety: please settle down and leave her/him alone if you can't be more compassionate!

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