Im sick of finking im going to pass

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hi im 20yrs old.When i was about 8 years before finking about death i just fort that it was just a story that people said to scare you.Then my granddad passed away then i started to realise it was real and then i use to stay up through the night crying my self to sleep finking that i was going to die.After a couple of weeks it passed and i forgot all about it and stated to grow older.Then a couple off week i ago i went to the midwifes with my lovely girlfriend and was having a joke with the midwife.''she said'' i will see you on Friday and as a joke i 'said' not if i die.I was having pains in my chest before due to a long periods of hart burn and indigestion so at first i fort nothing of the joke. Until this week when a friends nan died and then i got forts in my mind thinking i was going to die on Friday the 13th the day of the midwife appointment.Iv been reading some of the peoples comments and they help me to relies that we all are going to die some time.No one can stop it as the saying goes ''death must me easy because life is hard'' what i am really trying to say is this is my story and after knowing that im not alone with these forts.I then feel much better about death.I hope that me and people live life to the full because no one will do i for you.

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  • snowboarder89387
    13 years ago

    fort=thought I guess? what the hell!?

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    ive got forts in my mind too buddy

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  • randomjelly
    13 years ago

    Spelin iz funn!

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  • Easedrop.
    13 years ago

    ....can you repeat that???

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  • ladymantoloveyoulongtime
    13 years ago

    soz i cnt undstnd wat u sayn

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  • americanhoney
    13 years ago

    What. The. Fuck.

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  • Maybeso
    8 years ago

    Man up, were living to die sure your all dying as we speak ...

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  • Michelleulep
    13 years ago

    I think about my own death too

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  • MESOMIKE
    13 years ago

    FIRST, I'm not a religious fanatic. BUT, there's a certain level of spirituality that I must nurture to sooth the fear of death. If I'm right, it's the number one fear that we all share. Work on a spiritual path which points in the direction of death simply being a right of passage rather than something to fear.

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  • Shrunk
    13 years ago

    are u british or something

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  • red_gal_85
    13 years ago

    Do sound like that when you talk, or is it just when you type? I had a hard time following you. But its normal to fear death what your really fearing is the unknown

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Well the spelling was awsome, but anyways. It's normal to be tired of thinking of death. When I think of it, it just puts me in a sad mood so I just avoid it. If you're having pains and are worried just go to the doc btw.

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  • Piconano
    13 years ago

    It's part of the life cycle. I've lost many relatives too. My godgrandfather who died two years ago, shortly after winning in court. The case began in 1993 and finally ended in 2008. When he won, he died a month after. I felt it wasn't fair. But you're right, we must live life to the fullest.

    Also, you either have a weird accent such that you even type it out, or you have really bad spelling. Sorry dude; had to say that.

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