Im scared that my whole fam will be murdered and ill be alone
Everytime I'm taking a shower or I'm in my room alone and the rest of the fam is in the living room, I have this fear that someone will break into the house kill every single one of them including both my dogs. I will either be found by the killer and be stabbed a shit load of times but survive or won't be found and find my whole family dead and be left to deal with it alone. And if there's a chance that I am found and stabbed I fear that for the rest of my life I will have people asking wat the scars are from but EVEN though I'm scared this might happen DEEP DOWN INSIDE I ACTUALLY DO WANT IT TO HAPPEN... NORMAL TO WANT THIS?