Im deadly afraid to kiss anyone on the lips..
I'm a 19 year-old-female...
ive never been kissed...
never had i boyfriend..
but ive had sex probably about 100 times...
for some reason im scared to be in a relationship...
and im deadly afraid to kiss anyone on the lips..
HELP.. im sick of being alone!
sometimes i gets soo depressed about it that i hit myself in the head over n over while callin myself a w****..
i only sleep around because of me feeling soo lonely.. then afterwards i feel so nasty about it..
i keep hoping that one day one of the guy that i sleep wit would actually stick around..
wtf is wrong wit me!!
will i be like this 4ever!?
is it normal??