Im constantly angry...
Alright, so I'm an angry person. And to me, I feel like Im a bad person. Im married and have kids... And still, Im not happy. Not a day goes by that I dont yell at my kids, or pick fights with my husband. I dont know why he's even still around... I feel like he could do so much better, like he deserves much better. I constantly question why Im alive... Why I got married...Why I had kids... Why should pI be blessed with beautiful babies when there are better people out there who are way more deserving than me. My husband is always saying he loves me and is happy with me, but I cant make myself believe it. Nothing he says will convince me. Any "normal" person would be happy in my place/situation. Why cant I be? I dont know what to do. I dont trust anyone enough to try and talk about this. Im actually really embarrassed of these thoughts and feelings I have. I need help...lots of it, and fast...