Im afraid of being fat and gaining weight
i'm 5'4 and weight 95ibs and im constantly trying to control my weight. some days i go with only drinking fluids and some days i even starve myself. i know this isnt normal but im so afraid of getting fat and looking like my mother that im always trying to stay in control of the way i look and my intake on food. im getting a little scared because im always tired and it takes so much effort just to go out for a nightly jog. is this normal for anyone? do other people have this issue?
(p.s) don't tell me i need to seek help. i am not looking for help. i'm just looking for some1 out there who suffers the same issue as i do.