Iit normal that i would rather masturbate than have sex?
I've always masturbated since I was 12, but, just because I was alone or blowing off steam, but, I've noticed that I'll be somewhere with someone and I do have a hard time communicating about sex, so at some point, I start thinking about getting on my fucking machine and riding the night away and I loose interest in the person I'm with. I noticed this a couple years ago and think maybe it's cuz I do have fun and after so many years, I think just by positive association with self love and so many times of energy , time, and money wasted on people that my brain now desires the more rewarding experience.