Iinl i like to make people suffer?

Since I was a kid, I've always liked to make people suffer, both mentally, emotionally, physically even, like, if people don't do what I expected to do, like, my best friend, if he doesn't say what I want him to say I hurt him, be either manipulating him into doing something that he'll regret later, or hurting myself or making him believe so, so that he suffers and feels pain as a form of punishment, and I like it, I like it when the people that worry for me suffers, it makes me feel good to see or hear them crying o begging, that is, I always make it look it was not my fault, it's someting I've always done since I am young, when people don't do as I say I hurt them, and I like to hurt them, deceiving them and making them crumble in tears and pain, it's wonderful for me.