Is it normal wanting to harm others and have imaginations about it?

When I get angry at someone, I imagine myself killing them painfully, and I like it. I'm like the psycho kind off weird person in my class. But I also imagine drinking peoples blood and eating, or forcing others to eat their intestants. I've considered doing it, but then I think off the consequences. I also like the scent, look, and taste off my own blood, and I usually cut myself to taste it, also beacuse I'm going through depression. But sometimes, I get turned on by the thought off these things. Is this normal? Do you have the same kind off experience?

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  • RoseIsabella

    I have fantasies and imaginings of people who use proper spelling and grammar.

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    • Morgen0102

      I'm sorry, English isn't my first language if it was me you were focusing on.

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      • RoseIsabella

        Right on.

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  • ShadoClone

    Normal enough. Some people are just meaner than others. I usually deal with it by playing war games or theninja-rpg.com.

    Ways to cope is to pick up writing. Vivid imagination like yours can be a useful tool to make money by writing books. Depression is corrected by a healthy diet. Stay away from fast food at home and school. Eat more fruit and that health jazz or just go outside and have fun.

    If none of these work get an axe and start chopping at a log to make into firewood and try to see how long you can keep chopping until your body (not your mind) can't lift it. I bet you any cruelty to others will go away for a few hours. Honestly, research "role play fighting" and see if that interests you.

    I personally am an aggressive person.

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    • Morgen0102

      Thanks for helping, I really appreciate it. And you really had some good ideas, I will try them out. And I mostly play this online, strategy, cardgame called Hearthstone, it makes me focused on just the game and makes me forget what's going on around me.

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      • ShadoClone

        "Yay! My objective of giving positive support to others is being fulfilled!" -IIN.

        No, I'm dead serious about having you pick up a pencil or some physical hobby like rock climbing. Also, writing has been one of the most two faced methods of being okey with yourself and your peers. I can't claim to understand your issues but I can give positive feedback of what I did. I played alot of video games, rode my bike (feeling of control over my life), studied, wrote, and attempted to communicate with people who are just meaner on the net than real life. I use writing to break down my personally designed characters in an equally gory manner. It's completely harmless to other humans and it makes you able to deal with life without hurting idiots.

        So, since I'm back 5 days ago I'm curious if you've tried any of my prior suggestions.

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  • smackthelittlefatty

    I think about beating up on a kid. I think about all the ways I can abuse them. I want to abuse them in public by backhanding them in their soft fat mouths and faces hollering at them to shut the fuck up and humiliate them. I want to put a big sign on them that reads please slap push pinch and punch me hard if you're having a bad day. What a good way for you to alleviate stress. Beat a bitch for fun. Lol

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  • smackthelittlefatty

    I want to slap a fat bitch and make her cry then slap her harder just because I want to and can

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  • GermanPerson

    Huh.... I always did this and though it was normal...

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  • Morgen0102

    At the moment I'm just looking for people who can help me coping with these thoughts, like @ShadoClone did

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