Is it normal to wish that some babies will have something wrong in them ?
Is it normal that i recently was told from the doctor that most probably my mother had a virus when she was preganent with me and i caught it that's why i have shcizophrenia . Now whenever i see babies i wish that something similiar happens to them , so that it would be a kind of revenge , especially those who i don't like much or is jealous of ,to wish thier babies have the same thing , not necessarily shizophrenia , it could be an option but they could be autistic or have A.d.d (any uncool , makes one not function right without medication disease ), so that when they grow up they will suffer like i do and they will feel inferior and depressed .