Is it normal to watch shemale porn sometimes gay porn etc?

DISCLAIMER: I know this question is asked a lot, and the title might make many people not even bother to click, but I feel like my situation is a bit different then others.

Ok so my first post on here, hello guys and girls. For the longest of time I have been watching shemale porn. I can hand to heart say that I 95% of the time watch shemale porn when I jack off. I sometimes watch Gay porn, but I don't like when they make out or touch each other, but I do like when they have sex, because for some reason I really like watching someone get fucked while their dick is hard.

Now, I really want to get a dildo as I already have used some objects in my ass and I really enjoy it, feels great.

I can easily watch straight/lesbian porn and get hard from it, but never the same feeling as with shemale porn OR gay porn if he has a hard dick when fucked.
I love tits and the female body, I love female faces, and I have NEVER been in love or close to being in love with a guy, but I have with women (Not in a while though, but thats because other reasons probably). As I am horny/masturbating I think to myself that I could have sex with a guy, but when I am not horny i think it would be weird as I don't really wanna make out with him. I could easily suck dick though I think.

I don't really like pussy either. If the pussy is really clean and tight I do find it ok to look at but it's not something that would give me a huge hard-on. I don't really feel like licking one either as it tastes weird and I have had some bad experiences with it. (I of course like fucking it though. Feels great.)

Now, I know a lot of people say not to label yourself as something, but I really wonder what I am since it's so mixed. Thank you to everyone that even bothers to read all this, and I look forward to replies/discussion!