Is it normal to wanting to live as a farmer?
I grew tired of life as it is nowadays. So much pollution in many places (social media, relationships, work, etc.) and my dream of becoming a writer has been ruined a long time ago. I have a shit planned life I don't want to and I know I won't be successful in the big city.
My family is from the countryside, but they live in a better place in town where it couldn't be called "meadow". After thinking for a good amount of time, I decided I wanted to live as a farmer.
I heard stories from my grandparents and seen farmers having a peaceful life, with less worries than a successful worker in big city, and having such an amazing array of knowledge in many activities such as carpentry, engineering, drawing, cooking, sewing, gardening, etc.
As in my actual condition, I barely know how to cook bc I spend most of my time studying and eating fast food. The only thing I do decently is draw. The rest is basically a nightmare for me to do. I'm in university and, even if I do enjoy the projects, I have a hard time feeling happy being there and talking with people.
I always liked the idea of living in a place with different animals, being independent and be some sort of jack-of-all-trades, to create useful things like building a bed or a whole cabin, forge a knife or other things like hammer, molding kitchen utensils with baked clay...
The list goes on, but it's more of a feeling of wanting to be useful and having a calm life, being more modest and get rid of my greedy feeling of wanting to buy clothes or shoes to look pretty.
Is it possible to drop everything and start my own farm? What would I need to start this new lifestyle?
(I almost forgot but I know someone will say "you need to buy acres before doing anything", but my grandma have an abandoned terrain she bought years ago. So it's almost 1/3 of the way completed)