Is it normal to want to give until there is nothing left to give anymore?

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i feel like a monster, a terrible, horrible person who is the most selfish individual in the world. people who don't like me have it right and until i can be 1000% giving and give to the point where i have nothing left to give anymore, all my love, all my time, all my soul, all money, all possessions, everything that i have down to my life. i will always be selfish and narcissistic until i do that. and i have to do it until i die and then maybe i will be worthy of love and praise and respect and to be treated nicely and without violence. the violence is what i deserve until i can give all of myself, i believe that. i am deserving of all the pain and suffering that the world has to offer.

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  • dorkasaurus
    10 years ago

    Don't be so hard on yourself! From this post alone I can tell you that you are a better person than most. Use your compassion to make the world a better place(volunteering, activism, etc); if you are active in some kind of positive way you might feel better about yourself. You are a good person, you deserve as much happiness as the next person.
    Good luck <3

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  • RoseIsabella
    10 years ago

    I think you're judging yourself way too harshly. It sounds to me like perhaps you wish to be a martyr. Also I suspect you have a lot of guilt from past misdeeds. Please try to forgive yourself and then just vow to live a better life rather than having such lofty an unattainable goals.

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