Is it normal to want to get beat up?
I have fantasies about getting beat up and treated like I'm worthless. Some of these fantasies are sexual, but the majority of these fantasies have nothing to do with sex.
Basicly, I fantasize about wandering around a city during the night until a couple of people find me and pull me into an alley. They ask for money or something and I tell them I don't have anything. Then start choking, kicking, and punching me until I can barely stand. In the end I'm left cut up, heavily bruised and alone.