Is it normal to want to become a serial killer
I feel like i am going to have an empty life in the future.Everyday i have these homicidal/suicidal feelings because it is so boring and lonesome even though the internet isn't all that boring,and i do live with family although they don't know about this side of me and i don't think they would believe me,or even worse they might try and send to a mental hospital but even so i still get the feeling that my life will turn out empty and unfulfilled.For some reason i think my life will look like this,get married,have kids,buy a house,and live with my kids when i'm old.But i can't help the feeling that since my life is going to turn out like that i should just give in to my desires and become a serial killer,of course i could go all Dexter and everything and just murder murderer's.I just don't know what to do but i'm still at a young age in my life(18) and who knows i might change over time or something but i don't know.