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I actually wish something was wrong with me. Like a mental illness or something. I want to hear voices in my head and hallucinate and such. I don't think this is normal, but I don't think I'm insane.. But I sometimes wonder if there really is something wrong with me, and it scares me, even though I want that.
I'm exactly the same. Recently it's been getting worse and I'm feeling really bipolar. I want to go insane and when I kind of do I feel like I'm putting on an act. And the most disgusting part is that I feel like its just for attention, even though I don't really think it is.
Maybe thriving for a disorder is a disorder in itself? :P
I feel the same way! I actually just googled "Why do I want something to be wrong with me?" I wanted to have the measles and I want to get glasses. I just tell myself, this is what is wrong with me. Ha. It's a sick thing though. :(
In our society, there's a Norm: a common, majority way of thinking & perception.
I can tell already - you're outside of that perception.
My brother wanted glasses so he bought a pair of glasses that look normal but don't change your vision
I thrive to have issues, i love it, but i think i actually do, im 99% sure i have biopolar disorder, i used to hit myself with rocks until id bruise because i disgust myself, i used to cut myself, i cry whenever i gain a pound, i overdose on sleeping pills and weight loss pills, i let guys take advantage of me and have sex because i want to please them even though i dont like sex, ect
I used to do that (not to that extreme) I'd fake being really sick so I could get attention. I'd even go to the hospital. But I grew up...
@countrysheep: I wanted glasses too. And then I got them! xD But I guess in a way your kind of right by saying that there is something wrong with you, to want things like that. I guess I still don't feel like its enough though. And yeah it is sickening.
everyone wants to be special. it stems from our need to believe that 1) our female mate is only having sex with us, or 2) our male mate will stay with us forever. this is what drives our religious beliefs. So in a way you have stumbled onto something special about the human race.
a mental illness?? are you kidding me? let me tell you a small episode of what happened to me.i could hear the texas chain massacre watching me all day long, i thought he could see me through my eyes. i was terrified, has two go to the hospital. yopu dont get to choose what voice you hear . so be happy youre sane. now im all better but when i hear things i cant just turn the switch off.