Is it normal to want every young woman i see in public?
I take the train to New York City and I see so many beautiful young women everyday on my way to work and in the city that I just can't take it. I have resorted to actually writing down in a journal the physical descriptions of every pretty young woman I see including hair color, height, type and color of clothing she was wearing, what kind of bag or purse she was carrying, and what she was doing or where she was when I saw her. I do this all in an effort to later try and remember everything I can about every pretty young woman I see. So far thanks to my journal I can remember seeing three girls at least twice. I don't consider this stalking because I'm not actually bothering anyone and I'm just making public observations. This is the only way I can cope seeing so many beautiful women and not being able to remember anything about them later. So anyway I'm a virgin and never been in a relationship but I don't that would matter because I see so many pretty young women that I just want to have all of them. And it's driving me a little crazy.