Is it normal to want a spanking
I was often spanked growing up, if I did something to deserve being spanked, then it usually happen with out delay, I both feared and hated it, but respected and was comforted by it. Now that I'm an adult, there are many times, when I wish I could get that same comfort, that quick resolution to doing something wrong, or the instant release of emotions, a fast, harsh, but long spanking, applied to my bare bum, would have me soon, both pleading for it to stop, and honestly hoping it doesn't end before it reaches it's purpose, to make me feel disciplined, and relieved.
Please tell me I'm not alone out here.