Is it normal to wait so long
Alright so 3 years ago I was being nostalgic and looking through stuff from my old school and it reminded me that there was one girl in particular that I wanted to get back in touch with.She also lives quite near me so I sometimes saw her in the mornings but also thought it would be to awkward to talk to her.Throughout this time I gained a crush on her but I still hadn't talked to her until 1 year ago.
1 year ago out of the blue 1 of her friends messages a group of 6 boys from my old school if we wanna have a meet up with her, the girl I have a crush on and a few others. I go and its good and after that I start to talk to her when I see her in the morning.
We have multiple of these meetups and I talk to her a fair bit but I often find the conversations are somewhat forced.
I still have a crush on her and I've never been in a real relationship and I have no idea what to do.
Help?