Is it normal to tie myself up and take laxatives before?
I like to wait a day or two holding in my shit, until it gets real unconfortable. Then I eat a big meal with lots of fiber and take a shit ton of laxatives after. From there I bind my legs with rope and my hands with hand cuffs. I put the key to the handcuffs in an ice lock that takes about 4 hours to unlock at room temperature. I do this in my bathtub fully clothed and essentially force myself to shit, and then wallow in the remaining shit for several hours. It feels so gucking good and I don't know why! Surly I am not the only one who does this!!!