Is it normal to think probability does not exist in reality?

Is it normal to believe:

Probability does not exist in reality.
Probability is just a series of calculations humans do to navigate their innate sensory ignorance endowed to them by causality.
There are no boundaries where within freewill exists... It does not exist at all.

The illusion of free will is a natural side effect of sensory ignorance.
Omniscience is the only escape from this illusion.

In simple terms... The illusion of "now" is a result of the limitations of our sensory perception.

Probability requires the lack of reality to exist.

Probability is an educated guess based on the available data.... if you have all the data.... probability loses its meaning.
EX: You can't have curiosity when you know everything.
If probability exists knowing would mean not knowing... which is a seemingly obvious contradiction.
All the data = reality
The only reason we need to hold our hands out in the dark is because we want to increase our probability of not running face first into a wall... This is why we use lights , so we have more data about our surroundings, the more data we have the more obvious it becomes that probability doesn't exist... it's just a side effect of a lack of data.
Humans only get a glimpse through our limited sensory input aided by technology... we only need probability when reality is occluded...reality is anti-probability.

Probabilities are the silhouettes of the proverbial shadow puppets of ignorance cast on the wall of life by the light of reality.
The more light we have .... The less of the shadow puppets we see until they vanish.