Is it normal to think about her? so many years ago, one night that went wrong?

i'm sure i was around 14yrs old. a skating rink i use to go to, which is no longer there anymore.

i still remember her, i'm 29 now. when she saw me she saw someone better than the people i was hanging out with. she even asked me why. we talked, started to hang out.

and usually how things work in teenage years, poof we were dating. that night one my friends who was a little punk, a trouble maker, tripped me on purpose leaving when it was time to go home. so i kicked him. suddenly another friend came out because he saw me kick him, started to push me, he wanted to fight me.

i got so pissed i threw my skates down and it hit the car, my mom and his mom had to break up the fight. i just got so upset i started to cry, and when hugging my mom, i looked up at the window, and there she was. i wondered how much of that she saw. the way she looked in the window, it was like the last time i ever was going to see her.

and it was. is it normal i still think about her sometimes? i still remember like it happened yesterday, when i think about it, i'm how old i was then, looking up at the window, no one else, no fight, no drama.