Is it normal to think about death

I think about it every single day, shooting myself or blowing myself up. What happens after death? Only 1-2% of me believes theres afterlife. If there really is another life there then maybe i should end this one, because its not working out for me. Will it be eternal darkness? What does it feel like when my complicated conscious gets shattered into pieces? Will i feel anything at all? They say your brain still works for few seconds after you shoot yourself in the head. But what if i blow myself up? Ive been depressed for 6 years, is it possible i was never meant to be here?

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  • RoseIsabella

    Please don't hurt or kill yourself! Go get professional help instead of hurting yourself.

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  • AbnormallyAwesome

    We all find out sooner or later what death is like. We all die some day. I think it's a good thing to think about death and it can make you really cherish every moment you have.
    If you think you have nothing to lose anyway why not take a risk? Why not go to therapy and get treatment for your depression? I mean, if it works there might still be an awesome life for you to be had. If it doesen't work - Who cares, it's not like you missed the chance to die. You are in an amazing position! Most people don't ever change much about their lifes because they're afraid to lose it. You're not afraid anymore, you know what that means? You can change whatever you want! Instead of ending your life and making everyone you know miserable you could actually make the rest of your life mean something.

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    • I have no fear of death, im just bit confused, what happens afterwards. Im only 19 too.

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      • Francisf

        Its very very normal to be highly con fused at your age. Go and talk to someone. Your GP would be a good start and remember you won't be the first person her heard talking this way and your chat will be confidential.
        Do it as soon as possible.
        I could tell you like will get better because it will but I know how you fell and that kind of remark doesn't really help even though its true
        So a soon as possible in to a GP and good luck with the rest md your life after you get over this hurdle .

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      • AbnormallyAwesome

        I don't know what happens after death.
        You're 19? That's so young. I know it's a cliché, but you really have your life ahead of you. When I was 19 I was depressed too. I was lonely and not sure where my life was going. Today I'm very happy and thankful for every new day - I really mean that. Kissing my girlfriend this morning was worth all the years of thinking I'd die alone.
        You say this life isn't working for you. Honestly, you're 19. That's ... 7 years younger than me.
        So imagine a 12 year old told you his life wasn't working out and he was thinking about ending it? What would you tell him?
        As I said, we'll all see death sooner or later, so why not first take your time and see life.

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  • Edweekiark

    Death is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Hire prostitutes. That's a temporary solution that should be on your bucket list, along with lots of other pleasurable things.

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  • wigz

    Death is probably just like before you were born. Maybe?

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    • Azaman

      And what was that like?

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  • ansel

    I may think about death when i have trouble or in my teen.I think you should go to see a doctor.

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  • Azaman

    Cheer up buddy, it gets better.

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