Is it normal to take a split second to envision
I'll set the scene
(And no, I'm not suicidal, I've seen death in that face and have no interest until my "room is ready" naturally)
So you're dicing veggies, periodically looking over at the TV or a Charlie sheen F.O.D video (ironically enough 😆) and you think for just a split second, about taking that knife and stabbing yourself in the eye.
Pondering what it might feel like, how much of it you could do without losing full vision etc, nothing too over analytical (which is odd, since I'm an overly analytical person normally)
Then you're back in reality, wondering wtf you just thought about that and then go back to your day.
Not limited to knives or food prep circumstances mind you. Pencils while drawing, a feather cat toy with a 3ft wand sticking out of a bucket on the pet aisle, etc
is it normal to THINK (not do) about doing stuff like this? Mine is very rare (like maybe has happened 2-3 times in my entire life)
Wtf..