Is it normal to question whether i’m gay or just mentally fucked up

I’m attracted to men in an entirely different way than I’m attracted to women. I keep in my rhetoric that femdom (dominant female submissive male) is my ultimate fetish but I’m not actually aroused by it. It’s just a thing I really really like fantasizing about, sort of like a mental high. I would NEVER masturbate to a man. It completely kills every bit of arousal I’d had when I see a guy in a porn video I’m watching. That being said, most of my crushes are on men. Fictional men. However, I do think I have a ‘’’’crush’’’’ on this one guy in my history class, but I just want to slap him around and tease him in public. Whenever I get a male crush I don’t fantasize romantically about them. I usually fantasize about dominating them.
For women, I would only ever date/marry a woman. Lately I’ve been thinking about girls more and more and I’ve realized that I may be having a sexual awakening. I’m attracted to them in a completely “normal” way. I get aroused by them and I would absolutely date/romance them. So... Does this mean I’m gay or just mentally fucked up?

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Based on 7 votes (3 yes)
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  • Nickvey

    normal. after you had some pussy you get addicted to it. from 14-38 its all good stuff.

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  • esquire_nj

    You’re gay and mentally fucked up.
    That being said, have fun!!

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  • joshwright

    mentally fucked

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