Is it normal to only be able to get turned on when women "cream" as they cum?

I honestly cannot get turned on unless a girls gets creamy when we're hooking up. It's only happened with a handful of girls, but holy shit I love it. I only watch porn when the girls get creamy as they cum. It's almost to the extent where if she isn't then I can't even get hard. The gooier the better for me. It's ruining my sex life, because if she isn't getting creamy, I don't even want to continue. From what I understand some girls get creamy as they cum, and some don't. Totally depends on the girl. This fetish is getting way too intense.