Is it normal to not feel christmassy at all this year?
Usually December is my favorite month of the year because of all the Christmas joy and all the good feeling and Christmas Day. But this year, I feel like I don't have any Christmas spirit at all. I don't know if it's because I lost my friend who I had for 8 years on the 3rd or the arguments with my family almost every day or what, I really wish I could spend Christmas alone this year. Usually I have tons and tons of Christmas spirit from thanksgiving until the 26th, but this year I have absolutely none at all. IIN?