Is it normal to miss getting high?
In my beginner phase, I went overboard and smoked a little bit too much. I was unaware about how much I should have taken but I went wild. I genuinely had a hard time walking and talking. At one point I truly felt that I was dead. I was happy one moment but then I started crying and regretting so many things in my life. Keep in my mind I thought I was dead, so I thought I didn't get to say my goodbyes to my family and friends. I honestly thought that I was in a world where I couldn't control my emotions.
After I woke up, I realized that I was just high out of my mind. I didn't smoke till a month later because the experience traumatized me. Now I smoke like everyday or other day but I do miss that feeling, in some fucked up way. I miss having such a low tolerance.... Am I the only one?
(BTW, I'M TALKING ABOUT WEED)