Is it normal to love a blow-up doll?

I was really excited the day my Haruhi Suzumiya doll came in, for I knew her to be a woman of a most spunky temperament and an eternally youthful body which, so long as I have lungs, just won't stop. As far as anime characters go, Haruhi is well-worth the trip to the doctor I had to take after suffering masturbation-related urethral damages, and frankly, I wish I could have an actual relationship with the character. Unfortunately, that has become quite difficult due to the small-minded community I live in; I have tried taking her places, such as restaurants (my cousin brought his to "Joe's Lake" a local eatery; why can't I?) but people are too judgmental. A man refused to allow me to sit near his family, and later on I looked around as I was waiting for our meal when I noticed a woman talking to the manager and she kept pointing at me. I was told that I can never bring Haruhi back to the restaurant, even though she is a paying customer, and I left without giving a tip. Shopping for clothes has become difficult, because Haruhi has difficulty trying on clothes in the dressing room, and the women there are never helpful when I try to ask them what she looks good in (people continually stare at us when we attempt to shop for clothes; really? Hurting business as usual, I see?) and frankly, I'm starting to feel discriminated against.