Is it normal to like patterns this much?

Patterns connections and synchronicities give me weird feels.

Like in a film when tiny details are all connected and lead to something else. When specific numbers show up everywhere. When dates match up in a perfect cycle. On my mom's side each generation had a daughter every 30 years what happens if I don't have a daughter in the right year?

Most people are like "oh cool" but I get chills and weird feels I can't explain like this must mean something. It can't always just be coincidence everything is connected.

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  • howaminotmyself

    I like patterns too, synchronicity is fun to feel. But don't focus too much on it, otherwise you may lose sight of its beauty. My family had a long line of birthdays that matched the cycle broke with me. It means nothing. Not unless you attach meaning to it. So dont make yourself follow a pattern that may not be right for you. Start your own. Maybe that is what it means.

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  • RoseIsabella

    It sounds like you have obsessive compulsive disorder, or at least obsessive compulsive tendencies. Theres no logical reason for you to feel obligated to conform to these so called patterns with regard to how you have children. Besides, what if you have children, and they're all boys? So much for your pattern.

    Whatever you do don't obligate yourself to having children so much so that you end up having them with the wrong guy. Just live your life the best way you know how, and be the best version of yourself you can be.

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    • nikkiclaire

      Could also be schizophrenia.

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      • RoseIsabella

        Possibly, but I dunno.

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