Is it normal to like patterns this much?
Patterns connections and synchronicities give me weird feels.
Like in a film when tiny details are all connected and lead to something else. When specific numbers show up everywhere. When dates match up in a perfect cycle. On my mom's side each generation had a daughter every 30 years what happens if I don't have a daughter in the right year?
Most people are like "oh cool" but I get chills and weird feels I can't explain like this must mean something. It can't always just be coincidence everything is connected.