Is it normal to just want to disappear?

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A lot, and I mean a lot, of stuff has happened to me within this past week. I have to go to court and testify against my ex-bestfriends brother. The reason why this girl is my "ex-bestfriend" is because she decided to set me up last week with her brothers girlfriend to talk me into perjury to save her brother. So I decided to push all them out of my life. I now have her, her brother, and her brothers girlfriend tormenting me on facebook and telling other people how I'm the worst person ever. (I blocked them but other people are telling me what's being said.) And I recently lost my job because the company went out of business, so I'm broke. And I'm a full time student taking the hardest classes I've ever taken in my life. Not only that, but my ONLY friend left told me yesterday she's moving 2 hours away. Ugh. I just want to scream. I want to run away and never come back and hope no one finds me. I've been getting migraines every day and I can barely concentrate on school with all this going on. I honestly just want to give up... but I can't. I don't know what to do. I don't have friends to talk to anymore since everyone that did like me, now hates me (thanks to my ex-bestie and her brother), and the other one is moving. -.- I don't think I've ever had this much stress on my back at one time.

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  • Parky_Parker
    9 years ago

    All you can do is keep pushing through life. Don't quit school.

    Also, keep in touch with your friend that's moving away through text and video chat.

    Good luck with everything!

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  • loopoo
    9 years ago

    I know how you feel today I've been wishing I could just disappear and give up on life, not dying just erasing myself from life all together. But I keep telling myself life has it's ups and downs and sometimes it can only get better, hang in there.

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    • kingofcarrotflowers
      9 years ago

      I swear it's like half your comments are things I could gave written but forgot about

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      • loopoo
        9 years ago

        :)

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  • CanadianCowboy
    9 years ago

    I've had those moments in life too, but I can always think of at least 3 good things that keep me strong and going. If you wait long enough, things get better

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  • chp317
    9 years ago

    So Sweetie, you obviously sound to be very young, and you have a lot of Life Ahead of you. Let me give you some words to the wise... Those people you called, Friends, well they were Never your Friends! So you are Better off without them, please do not be sad, because whether you know it, or not, the did you a HUGE Favor by getting out of your Life! My Best Friend Lives Two Thousand miles away, so you can deal with 2 hours away. Don't give up, just keep pushing!

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  • Short4Words
    9 years ago

    If it becomes too much physically and emotionally can't you always take a small break and come back for next semester?

    I know it might set you back but its not worth a mental breakdown or worse.

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