Is it normal to have vilolent and dark evil thoughts towards your younger bro?
Is it normal that recently i have bad , dark , evil and violent thoughts like thoughts of violently hurting and killing my younger brother (he's in his early twenties ) and i am in my early thirtees ,anyways i've been diognised with shcizophrenia two years ago , and have been taking pills and with the pills everything was going well , then i started feeling depressed so the doctor gave me anti-depressant ,then i started going on a diet (i usually was an emotional eater , but now i eat just what is written for me to eat ) anyways my brother came from college to vist us (i still live with my parents) and he isn't close to either one of us ( his family member) , he's aggresive . very assertive , self-centered , he doesn't talk to us a lot he LOVES his friends ,and does everything with his friend . so when he came this time i didn't feel close to him AT ALL , we barely saw him because he was out with his friends almost ALL THE TIME . I love my brother i don't want to hurt him , i want to get rid of these violent , dark evil thoughts that have been in my mind when he came and after he left .