Is it normal to have this wierd fantasy?
When I die, I'd like to be conceived in my teacher's belly (where ever she is after death), be carried in her womb for the usual 9 months, then appear in this adult-sized womb as a 11-year-old (I was 11 when I met her) on the grass floating inside it naked where I'd like her to find me, pry the womb open, pull me out, severe my umbilical cord, embrace me to her, and bring me to her home to clean and dry me. I'd like for her to be my mom from that moment on. I know it might sound ridiculous, but I really want this to happen.
This is a continuing of my other post (is it normal to love my teacher like a 2nd mother?)