Is it normal to have this view?
So as a young teen, I was totally into older people taking advantage of me. I dreamed of growing up, having a hot body, and getting (consensually) forcefully sexed.
Now, as an adult, (I fulfilled the previous dream) I want to be on the other end. I want to force sex (consensually) upon someone younger. Maybe not as young as I was, but around 16 ish.
Footnote: I'm 20.