Is it normal to have so much love to give, but not find anyone who wants it?
I want someone that I can love. I want to laugh, and bake cookies and get in a food fight that ends with making out, covered in flour. I want to organize the most amazing scavenger hunt when I go out of town, and have it end with me, back a day early. I want to have someone buy my a pretty dress and take me to a fancy restaurant on a whim. I want to sneak onto the top of a downtown skyscraper and lay down a blanket and just watch the city below. I want the smiles, the laughter, the tears, the fights, the making up, the learning more about someone special every day.
I would be an amazing girlfriend.
But I don't have anyone to do these things for.
Is it normal to have this much love held inside, and no one to give it to?