Is it normal to have my first heart break @ 20 and im a dude

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I'm a bi guy who's 21 now and I'm having serious issues moving on from my ex. we were only dating for 4 months, but he opened an entire world for me. I had never been with a guy prior to him, it was the first time for a lot. he's also bi, age 18, however not out of the closet. I came out a few years ago. I didn't mind the sneaking around that much, I thought it was worth it..cuz I kind of fell in love with him /: I've never had that intimate feeling with anyone before, especially with a guy! and in these 4 months I was certain the feeling was mutual. talked everyday, and everytime we saw eachother it was always like I was falling for him more an more. I've never met a guy who was so adorable,x confident, and sexy. he dumped me because he was tired of living a double life...or so he says. somtimes I think its cuz I kind of smothered him with compliments and attention all the time...idk...I was always a gentlemen an completely honest too. maybe I'm just nieve with men..but its been about 5 months and I'm still not really over it..we rarely communicate anymore and its always me texting him...never the other way around..I kno I've got a problem and I don't kno what to do about it. it sux. I'm thinkin about him everyday..and noone else compares. am I crazy

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  • Ciaoo
    9 years ago

    The website seems to turn me on... There is a orgasm a the end of it. I haven't gone on it yet though

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  • breezyy
    12 years ago

    I wish it was easy to let go. idk why I hold on so hard. because I have such high standards, I think its really hard to meet a decent guy who's not so flamboyant and "out there". besides his desicions to stop seeing me, I still believe deep down he's not living the way he wants..and it kills me. but honestly i just wish he didn't cut me out the way he did...that's the worst part.

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  • borninrut
    12 years ago

    Your not crazy, your just hurting.
    Buuuuut, you need to get over it. I have a gay friend who came out of the closet for his boyfriend. And honestly, it was the hardest thing for him, but, worth it. They just celebrated 3yrs last months.

    Maybe your just attached cause he was your first guy.
    The same way some girls get attached to their first guy.

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