Is it normal to have conflicting feelings?
At a former job there was this woman who was in management and was horrible and did things on purpose and maliciously to make my life hard. I've quit the job.
So, today I've learned that her 7 months baby girl has passed away after a surgery. I was shocked to learn this and sad for the couple.
But part of me (and I'm ashamed of having those thoughts, I swear) kind of believe that she is such a mean person that she attracts bad energy. I do not believe in god or religion but I think that we do cast some kind of energy and bad attracts bad.