Is it normal to have bipolar disorder and have a crazy number of mood swings?

I know that seems like a dumb questions, but if I explained the exact situation the title would've been too long. Here's the thing: I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder when I was 16. At that time, I'd been in a deep depression for about 8 months, which was triggered by a random, quite insignificant incident. After the diagnosis, I started medication for it and mostly got it under control once I got used to it and the medication was up to the dose right for me. However, it's been bothering me that A. I don't know what type of it I have because B. I don't seem to meet the criteria for any of them. Even rapid-cycling (in which you have 4 or more cycles of depression and mania a year) is much fewer than I have. I have dozens a month, and it's not uncommon for me to have several a week and recently I've had both a depressive and happy (not quite manic) episode every day (though I'm thinking that's because of my new medication). And the swings can be extreme too--I will go from being content and serene to miserable and angry like a light switch. I will go from considering my mom my best friend to wondering if I really love her because of the bitterness I feel for some of her actions/traits within seconds. There is no in-between for me. It's kinda like PMS or pregnancy hormones, but I'm not pregnant and it doesn't go away. It could be my medication I guess. It's hard to say. I can't remember what I was like mood-wise before this--if I was having outbursts, depression, and really manic days regularly or if I had an episode that lasted for a really long time, with the occasional break (for example, a random fight during a period in which I was on a mental high and loved life). Is this normal for any type of bipolar disorder, and if not, what else could it be? I also have ADHD (and am on medication), and that might contribute to how high I get during the manic episodes.

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  • noid

    Ask your psychiatrist.

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  • Doktor_Hildred_Von_Steinmann

    That's what depression and bipolar is. There is no in between, it's always the extreme. Go back to your doctor about medication. The body gets used to one type so you may need a switch to help with your symptoms.

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