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I know I may sound psychopathic but I hold grudges against people and I want to murder them, I have thoughts on wanting to murder them. Lash out on them, the thoughts of wanting to strangle them, the thoughts that I want to desecrate their minds.
I know this might be the wrong website but is this normal?
Is there any solutions?
Yes I feel that way about a select few. Just never forget about it. Just wait it out and hope you one time get your opportunity to make their life hell. And then enjoy your opportunity. I have gotten my opportunity to screw over someone that I hated very much. It took alot of patience and time waiting but it was worth it.
I understand being very upset with people who hurt you and wanting revenge, but it sounds like it's getting to the point to where your anger is ruling you in an unhealthy way.
I used to obsess over how much I hated a couple of people who did something horrible, and I wished them death as well, but eventually it got to the point to where I was miserable because of it and I was only hurting myself. They had no clue I was sitting around hating them and wishing ill towards them. For my own peace of mind, I had to eventually learn to put it behind me, but I believe that only comes with time and processing your emotions as needed.
I hope you do not plan to act on your murder fantasies and that you are only extremely upset.
In like 50 years I’m going to drive my car into a crowd and kill as many people as possible then live out my retirement with free food/accommodation in a prison or mental health ward that’s basically a hotel with every journalist in the country vying to get an interview with me. Thinking about that allows me to smile and be polite to people and never get angry or sad.