Is it normal to hate people/ everything, but to like making them happy?
I hate everything.
Like, when I go out I hate seeing somebody I know. Like them or hate them.
I hate letting people get to know me. Because when they do get to know me will tell other people about me and I will have to make friends with their friends and then they will tell them the shit I like, shit I hate, secrets and so on.
I HATE TEENAGE GIRLS.
I am a 17 year old girl and I FUCKING HATE teenage girls. Like the kinda who start DRAMA, make BIG DEALS out of EVERYTHING and love attention.
I hate guys who make lots of noise, act like they're "BIG MEN" and fall right into the "American Teenage DipShit" slot.
But I love making people smile...
I love taking care of kids and making them laugh, I love making food for people and them telling me it's good, I love seeing people smile at me when I walk, I love helping clean up, I love helping little old ladies carry they're groceries...
Is this normal?
P.S I hate everything but never talk about it to anybody. That would be gay.
Telling everybody you know your problems is a bitch move.