Is it normal to hate people/ everything, but to like making them happy?

I hate everything.
Like, when I go out I hate seeing somebody I know. Like them or hate them.
I hate letting people get to know me. Because when they do get to know me will tell other people about me and I will have to make friends with their friends and then they will tell them the shit I like, shit I hate, secrets and so on.

I HATE TEENAGE GIRLS.
I am a 17 year old girl and I FUCKING HATE teenage girls. Like the kinda who start DRAMA, make BIG DEALS out of EVERYTHING and love attention.
I hate guys who make lots of noise, act like they're "BIG MEN" and fall right into the "American Teenage DipShit" slot.

But I love making people smile...
I love taking care of kids and making them laugh, I love making food for people and them telling me it's good, I love seeing people smile at me when I walk, I love helping clean up, I love helping little old ladies carry they're groceries...

Is this normal?

P.S I hate everything but never talk about it to anybody. That would be gay.
Telling everybody you know your problems is a bitch move.

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66% Normal
Based on 53 votes (35 yes)
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Comments ( 3 )
  • Echoes

    Excluding the first 7 lines, if you really are what you just described yourself, then I can assure you that you will make a very fine woman and a wonderful person.

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  • 1marcelfilms

    Me...

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  • Slice_N_Dice

    Feeling good when you make someone happy doesn't necessarily exclude hating them. The satisfaction might simply be that of the gesture and its value rather than streaming from empathy.
    I think it's normal, even though it sounds a little weird. I know what you're saying.

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