Is it normal to hate my mother?

I HATE my mom very much too. she's FURKER BITCH! she likes to argue and fought with everyone who near with her, relative, and even neighbors. she over sensitive, always though about people are going to fool her. My father is because like that can't stay with her. and she keep said about how bad my farther is when they separated and I was about age 5, and she even not allow me to talk to my father when he came to see me, if not I will get bit up. After she got almost no income to us when she separated with my father then she started to bring my eldest brother start with some small business, from that time I am the who need to carry all the house works like...cook hot water, rice, wash the whole family clothes with hands, mop floor, etc...because I am the only girl in 4 sibling...happen little things, she can yell for as long as she like 1 to 3 months time. She stop me to school when I am STD 6, she wants me to help her business at home, house work and only give you place to live, three meals you get nothing pocket money...all the money will go to her most love elder son. She hit me all the time with stick...and my long scar on my face is she gave to me. If I don't listen to her, she will not stop complaint about me until my brother had hit me seriously. I ran out from house since when I am 15..when my father dying she said my father acting and not allow my brothers to see my father (that time I taking care my father), after my father died she said to me I can not handle my father funeral, that is should be let the son do it...because I am the girl, ask me don't be greedy think to get good luck from there...omg...what the fuck she is....and now when I dare to said out what my feeling....and my elder brother said I am too calculative...if I don't let go the passed...I am surfer myself until I dies...ask me to learn how to be a daughter...hahahahhaaha...it is ridiculous....