Is it normal to hate gay people???
Hi
My name is David and I am 24 years old.
Ever since growing up, I was raised as a Christian and grew up to believe that Homosexuality was a sin. I have a Uncle that lives far away from me that is gay, even though my other family members support him ( except for my dad) they also rebel against homosexuality. I remember also when I was a child that I was sexually abused by a homosexual that resulted me to become extremely
hateful towards gay people.
Now whenever I look at Gay people, I want to Barf' do something evil to them or I feel like I need to kill them. I hate the whole I idea of Gay-pride and it makes me sick to think about what they do together behind closed doors. I also have the feeling like they are some kind of black Demons waiting to take over the whole entire world with homosexuality.
I don't know what to do, I don't want to live the rest of my life with hate in my heart; but I can't help it, It's getting to the point where I'd even make cruel comments to certain people that I often end up feeling guilty afterwards, but at the same time' it feels good.
Please help :(