Is it normal to hate food

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OK so I've devoloped a hatred towards eating.
I'm an amazing cook and I used to love food but over the last few months I feel like eating is controlling my life. I often say why should I have to eat again I ate earlier or whatever. Its come like a chore I hate to do and I don't hate chores. I like to clean my house and stuff but when it comes to food it winds me up so much and makes me angry why MUST I eat?
Its got to the point where I used to eat 3 meals a day but now I still do the drinks as normal but no food until I'm really starved and then I'll only wolf down summit small to take the hunger pains away. And I mean I really wait as long as I can between eating and then when I do eat its just an egg sandwich or a bag of crips. I go to sleep and wake up hungry and hurting in my stomach but I've come to deal with it by being happy I've not ate.
What the hell is going on? I think its the fact that I control every aspect of my life but eating I can't control but now I've found a way to control it and it makes me happy because I feel like I'm in control but really I'm not I know this.
This is really stupid and not me. I don't have problems because I'm always in control but this is getting out of control and I need help. I have physicly abolished my own appetite with my controling ways and now I simply can't even chew food without physicly feeling like I'm Gunna throw up. Its been like this for a few months now. Its getting stupid. I'll wait till I'm so weak I can barely fry an egg and sorry I can't Say no more I feel sick just talking food :(

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  • thegypsysailor
    8 years ago

    Have you been bitten by an animal that was frothing at the mouth, lately?
    A trip to your doctor might be in order and be sure to tell him you have the symptoms....

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    • noid
      8 years ago

      Hahaha

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  • ReginaFalange
    8 years ago

    Please don't be judgmental with what I'm going to say:
    If you are an adult, maybe you could try smoking pot?
    Not just merely because of the munchies, but because it tends to relax people's anxiety from being always too in control.
    Anyway your need for control feels like something more deep and maybe you should consider therapy.

    Don't take this the wrong way, there's a lot of stigma around marihuana but everyday it becomes more clear that it has medicinal properties. Also, it's not the kind of drug that produces physicall addiction.

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