Is it normal to get turned on/horny to see people/kids/celebrities cry?

Ok so I don't know if this is a result of being abused by my older brother (physically not sexually) when I was younger but I have found myself getting turned on by abuse/physical dominance since I was a VERY young girl. In fact, my earliest memory was when I was watching Star Wars(Carrie Fisher version) when I was God knows how old (toddler age) and getting a funny sensation in my nether regions when I was witnessing her being kept as a slave and dominated by Jabba the Hut. Although my brother did not badly physically hurt me until about 2nd/3rd grade and up he was always dominant and protective of me. When he hit me I did not get turned on nor did it turn me on when I looked back at it.
Another fond memory is when I watched a Michael Jackson movie biography in my early teens and getting turned on as Michael Jackson was whipped repeatedly by his father. Sure when I was a younger I was a bit sociopathic and lacked empathy, but now that I have been through hardships I have gained an ability to sympathize deeply with others. Although at the age of say, 12, I might have truly reveled in other peoples' misery I sincerely do not enjoy seeing other human beings going through pain whether physical or mental, but I can still get wet faster seeing a baby cry than seeing a hot naked man or woman for that matter. I especially get turned on seeing a more vulnerable person get hurt like a toddler or sensitive celebrity for example. I sometimes google "Kim Kardashian bad mother" and masturbate to people tearing this "worldwide hated" stranger a new one over her parenting skills. And another weakness for me is seeing people call celebrities' babies ugly.
Now I repeat I do not enjoy this on a mental level. It doesn't fill me with joy in my heart. It just tickles my carnal senses. I've actually cried hearing about people going through difficult times and not every time do I get turned on. In fact it rarely ever happens with people I know. The only time I can really remember is when my friend's dad forced my friend to get an abortion because she was 15/16 and couldn't take care of it and did not realize the actual difficulty in raising a child. I think her naivety is was turned me on the most and her dad exercising dominance over her choices.
I am a 24 year old woman. I realize this is a rare thing probably and especially for my sex. I love to hear from at least one like-minded person on here who is both a caring sweet heart/normal person who just has an odd sexual attraction. It'd make me feel not so alone... Or maybe I can make someone else not feel so alone...

I'd also like to add that I am not an abusive person nor do I wish to reenact my fantasies in real life.

So what do you think IIN, am I a complete effin' weird-o or is it some what normal? And could this be a result of my abusive past? Let me know!