Is it normal to feel tortured by jealousy and envy and to feel useless?
I'm incredibly jealous and envious of successful and intelligent people who seem to have achieved so much (for example Bill Gates or Da Vinci). Everything I do seems lame and pathetic in comparison, and I feel like a worker ant in an anthill who will never create anything of value. I suffer from really low self esteem. I'm tired of being stuck in a job that doesn't matter and that doesn't help society.