Is it normal to feel this way about my friend?
Ok so im Bi, so i found this site and planned to post this ... im really shy ., but here it goes .. so i had a guy friend and he doesnt know that im Bi' at first i thought i wont have a crush on him. but as the time goes by, i fell VERY VERY inlove with him, i did't tell him that i was gay ever since, but i kinda feel that he know's i am, (i think). i cuddle him, hug him always as if it;s kind of a joke, but it seems ok to him. but sometimes he doesnt talk to me with no reason, and see him as if he is grossed out when he see's me, to make it short, he's kinda moody. We even call each other bestfriend.. the thing is.. this happend 2 years ago, and till now , he's still on my mind, i still really love him,. and i know this is all not right. now he's in hong kong. what should i do ? we still talk and we still have communications... should i forget him?? HOW? Should i tell him that i have a crush on him WTF HOW??