Is it normal to feel so lost in life?

Ever since I graduated college, Ive felt so lost. I loved college, I loved being away from home cause I finally got to do me, and I found my life. Your life isn't always going to be where you came from. Its different for others. Some actually like their life where they came from and everything and others, like myself, know theres something bigger and better out there and when I left for college, that was it. I loved it. I was NOT looking forward to coming back home. It was all over my face in graduation, in my graduation party and now. Its been a year and a half now being home. So I am looking for a job now and going after my dreams. The point is, its not like Im not NOT doing anything about my situation, I am. I am doing my best and there is no cooperation from life. Or I just feel like life doesn't give me enough credit and I hate to throw it to peoples faces about why I deserve to be credited but thats the only way they know where I stand. you know like with this whole social media age, the only way your life gets validated is through social media. I know wait, before you say its so not true, I mean its the easiest and efficient way to let people know where you stand. you dont need it, but if you dont put your life out there, it seems like youre not doing anything with your life and thats just the reality of it. I dnt use it that much and thats why I feel like i dnt get enough credit cause pple dont see my life.

In fact, I just realized that my relationship is the perfect metaphor of my situation. My bf and I have come a long way and it makes me so happy to see how everythings been going. I mean I am still shocked cause of all the downfalls. I fought for the love I have for him, I did MY BEST to make everything work but he wasn't cooperating. I seriously was like what do I do? just like how I am about my life right now. What do I do? I am doing my best so what now? what do I do? Life just isn't cooperating like my bf wasnt cooperating with me. Of course I couldve left him unlike my life. I can't just leave my life. But thankfully and eventually, he finally cooperated. I dont feel like I am doing all the work. Something just clicked in him and made him want to want me too. So this is what keeps me optimistic about my situation. I just have to keep working and working for it until my life cooperates with me. But I get so frustrated like what do I do? I want to get away again like I did for college. I want to travel cause not only is it fun but its also fulfilling. I just want to get out since life is just not responding or cooperating.